Chloe See Gar Hong 施雅芳
27/12/1991
Capricorn / Goat
17+ turning 18 (:
YangZheng Primary School
Yio Chu Kang Secondary School
Band ; Trumpet
Republic Polytechnic
Diploma in Business Application
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Hello.
Finally got time to blog.
*Yawns*
Gonna be a short post, going to sleep soon.

OS UT1 grade is out.
Lousy manzxzx.
Dont like. ):
Must be slacking too much, 1st UT only then like that.
Hais.
Need to buck up.


Guess what I bought !


Tada ! Look more nicer in reality. :/

Sleeping time.
Tata.

This is for venting, venting and venting !

I abhor people who are a mindset of gender inequality.
Hello ?!
What century already ?!
What men can 传种接代 and women are 泼出去的水 ?!
I dun understand why must women suffer from these kinda senseless thoughts and judgment.
We are not any inferior compared to men.
Not at all.
I know gender equality is not going to happen.
But at least give everyone a fair and equal chance to prove themselves.
First, you must get rid of all the old, unreasonable and brainless mindset !

You should know it the best.
Because you are also a woman.
I dun think that I am any inferior to Brother.
I work harder than him. To provide a better life for all of you in the future.
I discipline myself. Doesnt wanna disappoint any one for you.
I dont make you worry. I keep everything to myself.
I study without you all asking me to.
I handle all the stress and problems myself.
I dont have any help, and I proved that I dont need any of them either.
Because I know I can. I can do it.

Just now what you said just simply disappoint me ttm.
为什么我要做东做西弟弟不用, 因为他是男的 huh ?!
对啊, 他是传种接代的嘛.
我是你的女佣啦 ?!
没有啦 ! 你比女佣好命 leh.
那你不要做我的 Mummy.我不要这种 Mummy.

I mean it. You know I do.
If its this way, why dont you just keep me at home, make me do chores.
Can save money from education too.
BECAUSE WOMEN CAN CONTRIBUTE TO THE SOCIETY AS MUCH AS THE MEN.
WE WORK HARD FOR EVERY CHANCE, FOR EVERY HUMAN RIGHTS AND FOR EVERY EYES TO SEE THAT WOMEN CAN DO IT.

You are also a woman, why dont you understand ?!
You should know how much I hate this, since young.
You should know.
I quarrelled with Grandpa, talk back to him just because I dont wanna surrender to the unfairness.
You all said I am brave to do this, because no one in the family dare to.
I am not brave, I just wanna show people that even a small girl can stand up for herself, why not all the women.
Why must we keep quiet and allow everyone to step on us.
Although compared to the past, things are better, but there are still some fcuking self-centered men and stupid old women that have the antique mindset.

PEOPLE WHO LOOK DOWN ON US SHOULD JUST DIE.
IDIOT.
1 day, you people should get a taste of how we feel.
1 thing that women wont lose the the men - 最毒妇人
Dont ever provoke women, you wont wanna noe wads the consequences.

Wached the movie 2012 with Edith, Laylay and Bao Yi.
I find it good. (:
Infront might be a little boring, but that boring that make people fall asleep.
I mean most of the movies are boring and draggy at first wan mah.
And Bao Yi fell asleep lar. =_=
The only movie that really bore me out is PS I Love You.
That one I really can sleep.





Maybe some people might find that the movie is kinda hilarious, thinking that it is kinda impossible that this kinda thing will happen to us.
But wad is impossible ?
People from the past might find that the aeroplane or technology we had now is impossible, but we will never know what will happen in the future.

I cant imagine if this really happen to us.
Everyone is just too helpless to do anything.
We cant fight with nature.
Some parts are really touching too.

When the United State president was having his last speech to his citizens.
Telling them that they should know the truth, and have the last chance to say goodbye to their loved ones.
TT__TT
He can escape from death, but he gave up the chance, because he is a good president.
Sad. ):
A few of them shouldnt die too. ):
Especially the geologist and his family that discovered that the world end is nearing.
Hais.
When one wanna survive, they can be selfish.

I personally like it.
It make me think. (:
Rate it 4/5.

But I think you better not drink water when watching this movie.
Dont have any time for you to go toilet lor.
The movie is around 2 and a half hour.
Although kinda long, but its filled with many events happening.

BYE ~

I flunked my PHP UT today. *Sobs* TT__TT
The question that I have the most confident in, I didnt manage to complete it correctly !
It can print out everything !
But I only want Henrys and their mobile numbers !
GAAH.
Hais.
Its over.

It was a exhausting week, really.
Almost cant open my eyes in the morning.
Super glue effect.

Changed team again.
But this time round gonna be the same for 5 weeks.
My team only got Audrey and Kenny cos Sahan and Sakinah didnt come for lesson.
Kinda glad that all of them are easy-going people, fun to team with too.
Phew ~
Most importantly they are willing to teach !
YAYNESS.
大好人 !
Buay tahan those who are so selfish, like scare their knowledge being stolen like that.
Tsk.

After school went to meet Laylay and Bao Yi to do our PP posters.
Gosh ~
Doesnt seem to do finish.
Im so fcuking worried.
And printing all the posters will need $36 lor, around there.
EXPENSIVE CAN.

Tmr will be a nice day I hope.
Change team. ):
My team is fun leh. ):

Bye bye.
Carrot, egg and coffee bean.
What do you wanna be ?

Stress stress stress.
Time is super fast recently.
Have to deal with UTs and PP presentation.
Im so scare.
Im afraid that I cant complete everything in time.
Im afraid that I cant pass my UT.
Im afraid that Java faci will GL me.
Im afraid that I cant go Year 3.
Im so scare.
TT_TT

Met up with Edith, Laylay, Bao Yi and SL to go to Laylay's house.
Went to some provision shop to buy drinks and tidbits.
After SL bought her lunch, when we were walking down the stairs I saw Laylay unbalanced ! HAHAHA.
Oops.

We wanted to do our PP posters while SL study for her stuffs.
But in the end we ended up listening to music and camwhoring. =_=

Friday during 2nd break, me, Aly, Sharon and Sabrina went to Koufu.
Aly and Sharon wanna eat the half-boiled eggs from the drink stall.
Sharon hit the egg gracefully and manage to get this.



While that act smart Aly hit her 2nd egg on the tray and it broke and turn to this.



好好的一个鸡蛋变成这样.

Damn funny please !
Laughed like siao can.
Aly uh Aly ~
Tsk tsk.
丢脸 lor.

Went to have Sakae with Gnie after school.
After that meet up with Si Yan.
Went to play arcade !
Haha.
Mini Rider is fun lor.
Although its kinda dizzy after that.
Gnie and Si Yan hor ?!
Haha.

Neoprint time !







Finally finished 1 post ! :D

EDITED ;
The Chinese guy didnt die after being shot by the gun.
He went outta the country with his wife and son.

Just finished watching a movie that is about the war between Chinese and Japanese.
Feeling very agitated now !

At the very last part, a Japanese general wanted a Chinese guy who is very good in martial arts to teach the Japanese.
The Chinese guy say that he will not teach them, and he challenged the Japanese general.
The Japanese general lost.
But in the end the Chinese guy die ! Because the assistant of the Japanese general shot him !
ANGRY !
SORE LOSER !

I still rmb what did the Chinese guy said.
武术虽然是一种武装力量, 但是我们中国武术, 是包含儒家的哲理, 武, 也就是仁.
这是你们日本人永远不明白的道理 ！因为你们滥用暴力, 将武力变成暴力, 去欺压别人. 你们不配学我们的中国武术.
I try to translate.
Although martial art is a kind of armed force, but our Chinese martial arts includes Confucian philosophy, martial, which is also stands for benevolence.
This is something that you Japanese will never understand !
Because you abuse your strong military force, turn them into violence to bully people. You all dont deserve to learn our Chinese martial arts !

REALLY ANGRY.
I rmb I used to dislike Japanese alot when Im much younger.
They killed so many people, for their own greed.
Imagine one day if someone suddenly barge in your house and kill all your family members.
How is that ?!
Although the experience is something that we have never been going through before but the feeling must be horrible.

Its not that we are not forgiving.
Yes, these are history.
And the Japanese wanna change the history.
Why ?!
Maybe they are ashamed of it.
Sorry is definitely not enough, not enough to compensate so many lives, so much blood and the priceless lost happiness.
But sorry is a form of telling others that you know that you are wrong, you feel guilty.
You dont say sorry issit that you think that you are right or wad ?!

Some people might think that why are we keep reminding ourselves with the war and dislike the Japanese so much since it is so long ago already. And the younger generation of Japanese didnt do anything wrong so it is not fair to judge them this way.

So ?!
We dont blame them then blame us meh ?!
Blame us for dying under your guns and violence ?!
Wow.
You slapped us and we still must thank you issit.
Yes. It is in the past, but it will never be erase.
All the wrongdoings. NEVER.
We remind ourselves because to remind ourselves of the sufferings of our ancestors, not to follow their footsteps.
We need to be vigilant, never let history repeat itself.

There's a reason behind every emotion.
Just because of your own greed, people must suffer from the separation of loved ones, under your violence.
If disliking your country is unfair, because that is already in the past.
Then issit fair to us when you invaded so many countries and destroyed all the peace and happiness that we've got ?!
You can never amend these.
So at least shut up and stop defending yourselves.
So what for the advancement, you have no respect.

Vent finished already.
Shiok.
DIE.
I haven blog about Friday and Saturday.
Need to jia you for this week !
Urgh !
NO MORE SLACKING !
JIA YOU ~

Im having the blogging mood.
*Yawns*
Super sleepy tho ~
Didnt sleep well yesterday lor.
Nightmare attack can.

I dreamt of me, Aly, Sharon and Sabrina walking on a big grass patch.
Then suddenly a ladybird dropped on my hair !
They kept screaming and screaming.
Sibeh buay tahan.
I ask Sabrina can at least tell me where issit anort. =_=
Then she dunno say what and continue to scream.
As if the ladybird on their hair like that lor.
Especially Sharon.
So unreal can.
So much for friends leh.
Damn helpless inside the dream.
I promised if next time my friends got insects on their hair I will try to help them.
Unless its a roach. :/
I immediately say bye bye liao.

When I woke up already 8am.
WOAH.
Faster rush outta home and forgot to bring ezlink card.
Puizxzx.

1st break went W1 with W65K peeps and Wei Ting white damn funny lar.
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby ~

2nd break went to meet Laylay and Bao Yi.
I didnt know that it is raining SO HEAVILY until we are walking towards TRCC.
Seriously, heavy rain can.
Raining tigers and wolves.

Even under shelter also will get wet.
The floor almost flooded our feet lor.
Then when Im walking I accidentally kick the water at Laylay.
HAHA.
She turned back and stared at me.
LOL. Damn funny.

Saw Wan Xin in TRCC.
Almost everytime I saw her is in TRCC.
Haha.

Then when we walked back to W1.
Im walking behind then both of them are kinda far away from me.
I accidentally kick the water again.
And this time the water splashed quite high.
The woman walking passed me chua tio !
Cant help it wad !!
I feel like laughing !
But cannot, later people thought Im crazy or wad.
TSK.

Okay.
Enough for today.
Update soon. (:

I skipped school today.
Boohoo.
Shiokness.
No choice, tmr is my off day yet I need to go school, have to self-declare off day today.
LOL.

School is killing my energy and motivation day by day.
Lessons aint fun like the past.
I cant let it continue like this.
I dont have time to slack, to waste.
I dun wanna regret later.
Under my shoulder, there are many people.
Responsibility is heavy.
Im not living for myself only.

Realised that people who seems the friendliest are actually the most scariest.
Under their smiling face, they have a gun preparing to attack, at your weakest time, killing you at the fastest speed.
Girls are scary.
This is what I learnt these few weeks ? :/

The biggest maze is humans' minds.
Tata ~

New blogskin !
Nice ?
Haha.
Abit darker this time round.

Life will be much more busier these few weeks.
Might not be updating as often already.

Today was a super distracting day.
Im distracted for the whole day.
I dunno why manzxzx.
Think will get a C for today's grade. ):
Oh well ~

After school, no internet !
晴天霹雳 ! 轰轰轰 !
Went to look for Aly and Sharon with Sabrina.
Me, Aly and Sharon took cab to CWP since its raining.
Suay lor, chose wrong cab.
Cab driver is so shingz please.

Wednesday will be my 1st UT and its on Operating System.
Gosh ~
Can make my brain explode manzxzx.
Gonna jia you already !
My classmates seems to be working hard. ):
No time for me to slack anymore.
And the UT is on Wednesday somemore.
My 1 and only off day.
Urgh.

Will update about more on Thursday ~
On Wei Ting Black's Birthday and the Halloween ~
Coming soon.
Look out for it yo !

Bye bye ~
Off to my revision !

Disappointed, very very.
When everything was being discussed, prepared and the excitement is being brought ttm, suddenly everything just vanished. *Poof*
I rather the hope was never there at the very beginning.
There goes my Friday, my Halloween. ):

Dont fcuking provoke me tmr okay.
Im already feeling very shingz already.



Im so proud of myself today.
Did the ppt and it turns out well. (:
The fussy faci dont have question for us.
BOOMZ CAN !

Realised that I seldom have chance to slack in class this semester.
Busy busy busy.
Doing worksheet or coding.
Thats why sometimes dont even have the time to go MSN list and talk to others.
Phew.
Does it apply to you guys too ?

Im so no mood already.
Bye.

Sometimes its not wrong to doubt a friend, because there's a reason behind that doubt.
Its not a mistake a make a friend either, they make you learn.